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What if... Colleen's life, in her own words, has been "wretched." Colleen presents herself, broken and whole, to the camera. She was sexually abused by her father, betrayed by her husband, separated from her children, driven by her love for a heroin addict to attempted suicide. Colleen has survived by taking responsibility for her decisions and dreaming of a safer place.

2000
Canada
35:00
Original language
English

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Credits

Direction
Donigan Cumming
Participants
Colleen Faber
Colin Kane
Translation
Jérôme Blanchet
Production
Donigan Cumming

Technical information

Color
Color
Image format
4:3
Sound
Stereo

Documentation

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"The appeal of this film lies not in the enjoyment of what we see but in the emotion created by the raw reality that unfolds before our eyes and the rigour with which the film-maker handles his subject. The transposition of reality into image forgoes any decorative style and becomes - literally - a language of direct communication. Cumming's cinema remains as close as possible to speech in order to avoid diluting words and eroding their meaning. His films impact us forcefully, disturb us, and his cinema - sometimes described as the "video of cruelty" in reference to the concept of the body in Artaud 's theatre -seems to take the documentary to its utmost limits. This cinema, provocative for the spectator but definitely part of a consistent creative approach, presents harsh reality just as it is. The film will leave its mark and stay with you for a long time."

WICHT, Yann-Olivier. Visions du réel, 2002.

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Keywords
Alcoholism, Regret, Excess, Adversity, Handicap, Introspection

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